Alhamdulillah,,, I've been there dude!!!

Perjalanan tersuci, penuh nikmat dan sangat terkesan..
Terima kasih ya Allah atas undanganMu..
Tapi itu Kami yakin tidak akan pernah sampai disana..

Tiba di bandara SoeHatt CGK jam 9 pagi tanggal 11 Oktober 2005, langsung ke Sheraton Bandara.. Registrasi dll... Pembukaan umroh 5 ESQ Executive Ramadhan dibuka jam 13:30.. Subhanallah, peserta 329, belum sampai di sana, udah nangis darah kita dengar ceramah dan doa... ALLAHU AKBAR !!!

CGK - Jeddah via Doha/Qatar berangkat di hari yang sama jam 23:30, dg Qatar Airlines
Sampai di Doha jam 7 pagi, transit 6 jam, muter sekitar Qatar dan berangkat lagi menuju Jeddah jam 13:45; Sampai di Jeddah jam 16:30 (12 Oct '05)

Buka Puasa di Jeddah, di rumah salah seorang WNI, after sholat maghrib, by Bus 5 go to Madinah Al Mukaromah, tepatnya Sheraton Hotel.. 6 hours trip likes an hour.. what a trip... Arrive 2:00 AM (13 Oct '05)..

Get a room with Prilya/22, Ummi/38 and Tien/36...

Be A Positive Thinker

Overcome debilitating thinking
As you leave the meeting you berate yourself, "Why did I even say anything? It was out of place, and now the boss is going to think I'm
stupid. I should just learn to keep my mouth shut." The rest of the
day you feel ashamed over the meeting, and have a hard time
concentrating on anything else.

Is this scenario familiar to you? If so, you probably have a tendency
to focus on the negative. Unfortunately, your fear of failure can hinder you from trying your hardest. Also, it has been shown that
those who are pessimistic are more likely to suffer health problems.

Pat your own back
We often live up to the expectations placed on us and the stereotypes
we give ourselves. If you are telling yourself that you are a
failure, you're much more likely to not succeed than if you picture
yourself as a success.

It is not conceited to give yourself a pep talk before entering a
stressful situation. Sometimes that is all you need to give yourself
the boost to be a winner.

Don't always assume fault
You may have a tendency to feel bad when things go wrong even though
it's not your fault. When you begin to get depressed because things
don't go right, analyze the situation. Did you really cause the
problem? The mistake could be the consequence of a poor decision on
someone else's part. Refuse to let yourself feel guilty if you
haven't done anything wrong.

Focus on the positive
At times, all of us make mistakes. In the long run, how we handle
those blunders is the important thing. Instead of getting down on
yourself, start looking for a way to remedy the situation. Taking
action will help you feel better about yourself.

Whenever you begin to dwell on the negative, stop and focus on the
positive in the circumstance.
You will find yourself handling stress much more effectively as you
put these pointers into practice.

Conflict Of Interest

Being somebody that I don't want to be, it's hurt
Being someone as their expectation, more hurt

I live only once
and I don't want getting hurts
Again, worst and again..

Yours is yours
Mine is mine..

Only coz 7000 you mad to me, ok..
You take care of those, I'll do something else..

@huma.com 

Cool Sally.. 

Mencintai Orang Yang Special

Aku kenal dan dekat dengan kamu bukan untuk membuat kamu sedih,

Bukan untuk membuat kamu menangis, bukan untuk membebani kamu.

Tapi jika aku hanya membuat kamu sedih, menangis dan terbebani

lebih baik aku pergi dari kehidupan kamu

Aku sebenarnya ingin memberimu perhatian yang lebih,

kasih sayang yang lebih, memanjakanmu, dan membuatmu merasa indah

Aku ingin memberimu harapan yang indah, janji yang indah

Tapi aku tidak kuasa dan tidak berdaya pada keadaan

Aku takut perhatian dan harapan itu hanya akan menyakiti kamu,

Aku takut jika itu hanya akan sia-sia, karena aku takut pada kata

Teman yang terbaik adalah teman dimana kamu dapat

duduk bersamanya dan merasa terbuai, dan tidak pernah

mengatakan apa-apa dan kemudian berjalan bersama.

Perasaan seperti itu adalah percakapan termanis yang pernah kamu rasakan.

Memberikan seseorang semua cintamu tidak pernah

menjamin bahwa mereka akan mencintai kamu juga !!!

Jangan mengharapkan cinta sebagai balasan,

tunggulah sampai itu tumbuh didalam hati mereka.

Tetapi jika tidak, pastikan dia tumbuh didalam hatimu.

Jangan pernah berkata selamat tinggal jika kamu masih ingin mencoba.

Jangan menyerah selama kamu merasa masih dapat maju.

Jangan pernah berkata kamu tidak mencintai orang itu lagi

bila kamu tidak bisa membiarkannya pergi.

After a Year...

Love is about tender and care.. Love have bigger and deeper meaning rather that just fallin'.. I was fallin' couple times.. and sad ending love story.. Am I give up? NOPE... I believe on "GOD SECRET" I believe HE have 'something' for me... And the time will arrive soon, hopefully... Even it never come, I believe it arrange by HIM that my life will be much better without 'it'...